Birthdays, late nights, and doubts

So yesterday was my 24th birthday. I had so much to do yesterday. First thing, I had to be at work at 6:45 in the morning and I also had to get all of my nursing paperwork in before noon or I would sacrifice my spot in the program. Luckily my boss watched the desk for me so I could get that paperwork turned in. Then they gave me a copy of the classes that I would be taking and it stressed me out even more. 9 classes, 18 hours. Its not like I haven't taken that many hours before, just never that many classes at one time so this year I am really going to have to be organized and plan everything out. After work, I went and put my checks in the bank and paid my rent. I hate doing that. LOL you get your money and 2 seconds later its gone. I took a small nap and headed out to my soccer game. The game went horrible! We could not get a goal to save our lives, and our passes were absolutely horrible. After the game, a lot of us went out to a bar called Chips. We played pool and shuffle board and my friend Richelle bought me a birthday cake. They got me Elmo plates for the cake too. It was quite funny being in a bar with Elmo plates. In the end the waitress loved us because we shared our cake with her :) I haven't stayed out late in so long and I stayed out til about 2 or so last night. It was really hard to get up this morning and I have been so tired all day long. Last night showed me that I am happy I don't stay out like that anymore. It never fails though, nights like last night always get me thinking or Jordan and I have our deepest conversations. I wrote earlier that I wanted to stop being a luke warm Christian and start being a Radical Christian! I want my life to be lived for Him and I want to have no doubts. I am sick of not liking myself and who I am and am ready to make the changes that need to be made. Going to get healthy physically, mentally, and spiritually. Its time to start living for me and start living for HIM. Bring it on world, its on like donkey kong!